I deserve a lot worse than what I've got right now.

[And may end up getting it. We just don't know.] But I'll try. As pissed as you are, Vi, no one's ever gonna hate me more than I hate me. I might be a dick, but I'm not proud of it. It's just been so long, I don't know how to change it.

[he sighs.] Rafael and I are cut from the same cloth. And if he thinks he has a hard time figuring his shit out after all this time, then he oughta try walking in my shoes. I've never had to care about people before. I've never wanted to.

But you don't wanna hear that shit from me, I know. I know the routine- stop worrying about why you can't change and start worrying about how you can.

[Another long pause.] I need to stop talking, right?