[ she chews thoughtfully for a little bit, making faces at the tv before she speaks again. ]

I promise I'll drop it, but I just wanted to say I'm sorry to your face. You don't have to forgive me and I don't need you to say anything because I don't want it to be about making me feel better, I just want you to know. I am sorry for thinking more about myself than you.

[ gonna take a looooooong drink now. i love you, vodka. so good. ]