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Lila Zacharov ([personal profile] bittersweeter) wrote in [community profile] drakenet2015-09-28 05:53 pm

text ♔ to alex

[ a couple of weeks after alex's birthday, after sending her apology card, lila texts alex like thirty pictures from their aquarium adventure and SHARKS and also, ]

I was an asshole. You were saying no and it made me feel bad so idk I wanted to make you feel bad too and I was a bitch. It was a genuinely mean thing to do. I'm sorry.

[ and then she jams her phone in the couch and climbs into the shower so she doesn't have to dwell on whether or not he answers. a+ coping. ]
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[personal profile] ambitionist 2015-10-05 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
[he barks a laugh at that.] Yeah, or rip out his Cruella Deville bleach strip.
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[personal profile] ambitionist 2015-10-06 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Eh, kids today. [<- so fuckin old lmao. ignores that it was a few years ago. gunnar's only like what 25 or something today; he was a baby when it aired ok.]
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[personal profile] ambitionist 2015-10-08 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I did just have a birthday.
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[personal profile] ambitionist 2015-10-09 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
Thirty-two, but thanks.
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[personal profile] ambitionist 2015-10-09 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
You're just saying that because you're not old yet.
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[personal profile] ambitionist 2015-10-09 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
That's because boys mature slower. I mean ... case in point, look at Gunnar.
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[personal profile] ambitionist 2015-10-09 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
I'm definitely more mature than I was at your age. Which isn't to say that I'm mature now, but.
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[personal profile] ambitionist 2015-10-09 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
I was an angry little sociopath.
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[personal profile] ambitionist 2015-10-09 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
I dunno if you could handle them ... there's a lot of torture and shit.
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[personal profile] ambitionist 2015-10-09 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
That's what I was good at in the mob, when I was coming up. Eventually I made it to middle management, so I didn't have to do it so much, but ... yeah, when I was around your age, that's when I was a torture Picasso. Most of the guys would just break bones. That shit's boring to me.
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[personal profile] ambitionist 2015-10-11 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Ran me ragged, but it was a good time.
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[personal profile] ambitionist 2015-10-16 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, me too. I did blow out a guy's eardrums in Russia, though. Poor schmuck.
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[personal profile] ambitionist 2015-10-16 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
It was incredibly painful from the way he was carrying on. But, I mean, he could've had it worse. The ones that don't scream because there's too much pain to do anything are usually worse off than the ones who do.

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