text ♔ to alex

[bittersweeter]

[ a couple of weeks after alex's birthday, after sending her apology card, lila texts alex like thirty pictures from their aquarium adventure and SHARKS and also, ]

I was an asshole. You were saying no and it made me feel bad so idk I wanted to make you feel bad too and I was a bitch. It was a genuinely mean thing to do. I'm sorry.

[ and then she jams her phone in the couch and climbs into the shower so she doesn't have to dwell on whether or not he answers. a+ coping. ]

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[ambitionist]

Uh, OJ is fine. [he'll just take a seat then. wheee.]

[bittersweeter]

[ the end of the first episode of season 10 is on so he gets to watch christopher win and beatrice go home while lila makes him a screwdriver and refills her own glass. she's a pro, however, yay alcoholism, so she's pretty fast and flops down next to him on the couch, passing him his drink. ]

Uh, top pizza is for you. Bottom is mine.

[ambitionist]

Did you remember how I like it?

[bittersweeter]

[ she stretches forward to flip the box open in answer: there is his pepperoni and mushroom. ]

I told you I had a good memory.

[ambitionist]

You're a peach. [he reaches over to take a slice.] And you said there was cake, too?

[bittersweeter]

Yeah, it's in the fridge. That I don't know what you like so I just got what I wanted. [ in case he didn't want to come over and she had to eat her feelings. ]

[ambitionist]

What is it? [he's too lazy to get up and that's dessert anyway lmao.]

[bittersweeter]

White cake with raspberry filling and vanilla frosting.

[ambitionist]

Sounds good.

[bittersweeter]

I prefer cheesecake -- omigosh that dress is horrifying -- but I'm really picky about cheesecake, too.

[ she sets her drink down to retrieve a slice of her own veggie and anchovy laden pizza. she gets her pizza from a fancy hipster place. it has truffle slices. once she has her own pizza, she slides back on to the couch, pulling her legs up next to her. ]

[ambitionist]

[he snorts at the ugly dress in question.] Yeah, cheesecake's hard to get right.

[bittersweeter]

Two Little Red Hens is the best. [ she sighs fondly, plucking an anchovy free and popping it in her mouth. ]

Do you want a truffle slice?

[ambitionist]

Uh, yeah, sure.

[bittersweeter]

[ she scoops one up and holds the sliver on the tip of her index finger, extending it to alex. ]

I'm a sucker for truffles. With anything. I put truffle oil in my ketchup for french fries.

[ambitionist]

[he just takes it, puts it on his pizza slice, and eat it lmao.] You're fuckin' ridiculous.

[bittersweeter]

I know. We all have flaws.

[ambitionist]

Guess so.

[bittersweeter]

[ she chews thoughtfully for a little bit, making faces at the tv before she speaks again. ]

I promise I'll drop it, but I just wanted to say I'm sorry to your face. You don't have to forgive me and I don't need you to say anything because I don't want it to be about making me feel better, I just want you to know. I am sorry for thinking more about myself than you.

[ gonna take a looooooong drink now. i love you, vodka. so good. ]

[ambitionist]

Okay. [he isn't sure what else to say when he'd rather just ... not dwell on it and move on with life now that the issue has been addressed.] Thanks.

[bittersweeter]

Okay. [ and since she promised, she does indeed drop it. ] Anyway, September 18th, either this year or next year, I haven't decided.

[ambitionist]

I'll keep the calendar open.

[bittersweeter]

Good, 'cause my dress is fucking amazing. I need witnesses.

[ambitionist]

Is it gonna be a whole big thing, or ...?

[bittersweeter]

I dunno. I, like, planned the whole thing when we were on Andres. [ this is how she copes, okay. ] Everything is all set and waiting for me to snap my fingers, but... [ she shrugs. ] I dunno. I know Sylar wouldn't care either way so asking him is pointless because he's just going to say "whatever you want to do" and that's not exactly helpful.

[ambitionist]

Well, the wedding's supposed to be about whatever the bride wants, anyway.